It may be too unreasonable now to write a letter for a person like you. It may be considered futile handling a letter now. This is because, first, we are already contaminated in the world of modernization; but then, circumstance pervades and you know that I can not have my phone here inside; secondly, we are not anymore what we planned and think as who we are to one another. Those ideas were already not in the bosom of the moments for us but belong to the past where we simply recognized it without any hesitation.
Though vague as it is, here I am again trying to converse with the past. Love needs no reason at all. Love is the reason of love itself. That is the clearest and simplest way of viewing love is and that is how I value love. I love because I love and no reasons else to convey. There maybe some reasons but love has its own reason also which sometimes reason itself could not understand. Why am I trying to say this? This is simply to clarify the words you have spoken before and I quote “hindi kita sinagot noon kasi panakip butas mo lang naman ako eh, kasi sinabi mo na kabrebreak niyo lng ng gf mo” you have a point to stand with, but then, here I am only to clarify, I love because I love. I am not the person who uses other person only for self satisfaction or selfish motives. Once I said it, I mean it, no questions asked. This is me; this is the person that I am. Yet for this, I want to thank you for standing for your opinion and I appreciate you for that.
Undeniably, I have loved the way we have grown closer over the days and being close to one another has been wonderful but I am specially grateful for the way our friendship has deepened and grown into something very special, one that means more to me than I could ever tell you. I love the way that even when we were not in the presence of one another yet in the contrary, we are with one another in ways that are unique only to the both of us.
Yet we have met in such a way that we have almost reached out to our dreams. Fate has never been in our side. If only I have met you in a different situation, in a very different time, if only we have found each other earlier, it would have been us, but those are already part of the dreams that we can have, those will remain in the realm of illusion because we are living contrary to what we wanted to be.
But as I was always been telling you, I have already cleared out my mind. The man in me, who wants a girl to spend my life with, is too little to smother the seminarian in me who wants to serve God. This was my dream, until today, this is still what keeps me going.
Yet, I am happy that somehow, we have met. I am so happy that somehow, we have had moments which we could always cherish, which we could always share. And I also thank and appreciate you for thinking over the matters about us. You have made a right decision, maybe in the inspiration of God, I don’t know, that you would let me go… I mean, that you are not trying to steal me from God after all. I am so much happy that you came into a realization that, we are friends, because I know that you know me since the first day that we’ve met. For all those things, I am happy to have a friend like you. If you need me, just give me a buzz and I would try my best to be on your aid…
Thanks a lot, and God bless!!! Keep in touch…
SARSI
Though vague as it is, here I am again trying to converse with the past. Love needs no reason at all. Love is the reason of love itself. That is the clearest and simplest way of viewing love is and that is how I value love. I love because I love and no reasons else to convey. There maybe some reasons but love has its own reason also which sometimes reason itself could not understand. Why am I trying to say this? This is simply to clarify the words you have spoken before and I quote “hindi kita sinagot noon kasi panakip butas mo lang naman ako eh, kasi sinabi mo na kabrebreak niyo lng ng gf mo” you have a point to stand with, but then, here I am only to clarify, I love because I love. I am not the person who uses other person only for self satisfaction or selfish motives. Once I said it, I mean it, no questions asked. This is me; this is the person that I am. Yet for this, I want to thank you for standing for your opinion and I appreciate you for that.
Undeniably, I have loved the way we have grown closer over the days and being close to one another has been wonderful but I am specially grateful for the way our friendship has deepened and grown into something very special, one that means more to me than I could ever tell you. I love the way that even when we were not in the presence of one another yet in the contrary, we are with one another in ways that are unique only to the both of us.
Yet we have met in such a way that we have almost reached out to our dreams. Fate has never been in our side. If only I have met you in a different situation, in a very different time, if only we have found each other earlier, it would have been us, but those are already part of the dreams that we can have, those will remain in the realm of illusion because we are living contrary to what we wanted to be.
But as I was always been telling you, I have already cleared out my mind. The man in me, who wants a girl to spend my life with, is too little to smother the seminarian in me who wants to serve God. This was my dream, until today, this is still what keeps me going.
Yet, I am happy that somehow, we have met. I am so happy that somehow, we have had moments which we could always cherish, which we could always share. And I also thank and appreciate you for thinking over the matters about us. You have made a right decision, maybe in the inspiration of God, I don’t know, that you would let me go… I mean, that you are not trying to steal me from God after all. I am so much happy that you came into a realization that, we are friends, because I know that you know me since the first day that we’ve met. For all those things, I am happy to have a friend like you. If you need me, just give me a buzz and I would try my best to be on your aid…
Thanks a lot, and God bless!!! Keep in touch…
SARSI
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